happy birthday Arissa....

Cough.....cough....cough....

I have been bad bad bad blogger lately by not putin my 2 cents worth of thought... as usal the excuse would work and school.... im way too occupied to oranise my social tought together... so it would be nice enough for my fan to read... (uweekk....) anyway.... my very own and only baby girl celebrated her second birtday 31.03.2007. Phewsss... how time flies just like that. I still can almost smell her baby smell when she was a mere hungry, cryin and little whiney baby...what a bless and a hugh accomplisment for both myself and ART.

Lets rewind to 10 years back... where we were in school... kolej...uni.. all tat was impt to most of us anyway was findin te best way to ave fun.... te easiest way to get our homework done... and te best way to get food....its all about us .. us ... us.... Most of us does ave family, siblins and friend to care for... but.. we matter most! but by te time i ot married... thins took 360deree turn. Back tan.. who can imagine.. i would have a motherly bone in my body!

But look now... i ave maned to care for a 3.4kg hapless little baby to a beautiful..healty... intellience little girl... wow....what can be more fullfillin than tat??

At two...Arissa can now browse through er books... plays football wit er papa.... ask for er favourite toys... movies... .. she even knows wat bedtime story she wants me to read. wit all progress... arissa is now naughtier tan ever... she fought wit er sisters and cousins...she spills her drinks on my carpet and even cars... se thow stuff.. messed up my book... did er own grafitti on my wall and even my plasma tv!

well i guess.. tat is te packae we ot for bein parent.... we just ave to be super duper patient and just give her the best i got...

happy birtday pisa...... mommy and papa LOVE u!
Muuaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.....

p/s my g & h keyboard are non workin anymore... so forive my spellin.. or lack of it.

Live without ART ... Part (II)

A friend in need is a friend in deed. ( ntah btol .taktau) Well to those who knows me personally .. would know which i can be a little crazy sometimes. I do a lots of unimportant and time wasting stuff. Such as reading my own blog ... Haa... ha... ha...

I got few smses from some of my good fren after i wrote "Life without ART" . So as my time is abundance at that time... i re-read what i wrote. Heee sounds so dramatic... which i can be sometimes ( but of course not as dramatic as one of the greatest drama queen i've ever known... yeah thats u rahma) so thanks guys for the concern of my well being. Good to know if anything bad ever happen to my life... at least i still have fren to console me..

So just to clear the doubts... I'm still in possesion of my beloved ART. He went aways to satisfy some urges which as a woman ... i can't imagine how to full fill it. Not in my wildest fantasy. I remember times which i asked ART to include in.. so i know how he feels.. so i know why he's so passionate about it...HE REFUSE TO TAKE ME!!!!

anyway....He went on a fishing adventure actually... 4 days of fishing in the deep sea. Sleeping with nature....being push back and forth by the waves and winds of the ocean. At the same time, handling and using all those complicated and huge fishing tools which i didn't even know how to pronounce. We'll talked about that nanti lah..

So now, he's back in my arms. With a coleman full of fishes of course. My feezer is now filled with fishes and had no more room for chicks and meat.

chiow...

Inhibition

Born and raised in a malay familiy has tought me a lot of moral values. These are the values which has shaped myself to become who i am today. However i just realized that some of these values were the one which kept me from doing many good thing. One classic example is talking back. When me & my sibling were growing up, we were naughty bunch. so we always had it coming from mak... one of the thing that she hated the most was if we were to argue with her.

For example if she was mumbling about how loud we were, normaly we told her that " abang was doing xxxx, angah was trying to kept adik quite or any other honest answers." we were in much deeper trouble then we were in the first place. When i was slightly older, i went to boarding school in a smal town nearby. It was a cool five years of my life spent studying there. Anyhow maybe i'll figure out some interesting stories to tell about my old school later. My point is that even after i was already in my teen years, my parent never changed. What they said goes. There's no way on earth that a NO can be changed into a YES.

Well, another example happed during one of the school holiday which i can't rememer which one. I was a bit an adventure gal back then, i went hiking, river-venture, camping other 'menyusahkan' type of activities. So we had a Gunung Ledang trip planned during the school holiday. I was so exited and ever ready for it. Paid a good RM 80 for the planned trip. Me & my gal frends were trainning for it for over a month. The trip supposed to be during the 2nd week of the school holiday . Because of that I was forced to go home first. Those are the biggest mistake i've ever made. Since my mom was really agaist me taking part in any character building type of activity. I spend 2 weeks begging, justifying, crying, arguing with both mom & dad just so they let me go as plan.To no avail..... i lost the battle. I was practically locked in a room and can't do anything about it at all. I was hopeless and frustrated the whole holiday and just can't wait to go back to schools.

So sometimes, worring too much about your kid is bad for them. I wished i had more freedom to choose about what i wanna do... the type of activities which i likes and and be able to explore my surrounding a little bit more. Until now i'm still not sure what i hope to expect.. but at least I would be more sure of myself and the person I hope to be

...alamak i've lost track of my original thought.

Good Night

The Holiday..

Due to my loneliness for the last couple of days...i've got myself engrossed with DVD watching marathon. I've bought 6 movies as usual.. After arrissa's a sleep.. i've started my marathon. I choosed to wathed Paris Hilton's "Pledge This", a movie about sorority's home in one of the uni in US. If you're into corny chick flashing her boobs and playing with vibrator, i highly recommend u watching this movie.

However, if your're into something deep and meaning full...just forget about it. Lets move on to my movie #2 The Holiday. For me if your slightly in the mood for some woozie.. lovie... duwey love story! This is going to hit you like mad!. Story line simple and sweet. About two girls from different background.. but shared something in command, they're inlucky in love and needed a break. So they exchanged they houses Amanda from LA went to Iris's cottage in london. As any other love story... they meet up with another love interest which complicates their live and at the same time, mend their broken heart!

I think Amanda's character is overrated and boring! However Kate Winslet's potrayal of a broken hearted woman who's confused and frustrated is fantastic. I cried whatching her cries. Graham (JD) was as dreamy as ever.

So if you're free and don't know what to watch..... this is the one to see... I know ART would hate this type of movie though...

Chow